Thursday, August 3rd, 2006
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Thursday
August 3rd, 2006
11:41am
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i don't know what to do anymore
i'm losing everything
and it's out of my control
god.
please.
help me.
i wasn't prepared.
i can't handle this
i can hardly breathe.
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Monday, July 31st, 2006
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Monday
July 31st, 2006
1:24pm
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when we drive in your car
I like where we are... here.
cause our lips can touch, and our cheeks can brush
our lips can touch... here.
Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.
I like,
Where you sleep,
When you sleep,
Next to me.
I like,
Where you sleep,
Here.
Our lips,
Can touch.
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Cause our lips can touch,
Here.
Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.
Our lips can touch.
Our lips can touch,
Here.
You are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your...
You are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite, miss you quite..."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now theres no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.
Here, here, here, here in your arms.
Oh, here in your... arms.
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Sunday, July 30th, 2006
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Sunday
July 30th, 2006
11:02pm
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i'm done
if someone asks where cassidy is
she's somewhere better
for a week maybe
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Saturday, July 29th, 2006
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Saturday
July 29th, 2006
1:39pm
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worry is killing me
why do i do this to myself
it only throws everything i have in my face
then tends to say "i told you so"
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Wednesday, July 26th, 2006
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Wednesday
July 26th, 2006
12:06am
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i love nights like this
where a movie is the only plan
love is in my arms
true friendship is across the room
it's living
it's happy
luck or god?
god
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Saturday, July 8th, 2006
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Saturday
July 8th, 2006
5:33pm
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it caught up to me
i struggled to breathe
i do believe you'll be with me forever
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Wednesday, July 5th, 2006
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Wednesday
July 5th, 2006
3:33pm
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14
i hate you
13
you're going to be slow
12
to the point where i won't know what to do
11
you're taking everything away from me
10
you selfish son of a bitch
9
hurry up
8
i'll slash you one by one
7
and you can’t do anything about it
6
i’ll only be a little older
5
you made me cry at first
4
but once you’re gone
3
i’ll be laughing
2
we made it
1
did you expect different?
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Monday, June 26th, 2006
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Monday
June 26th, 2006
12:45am
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at one point today
i believe i felt infinate
for me it's the windows down
my right hand hanging out
my left hand in his
singing with no worries
and a road with no turns
minutes before you got here
i was gonna jump too...
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Thursday, June 22nd, 2006
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Thursday
June 22nd, 2006
2:41pm
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love is fun
work is a bitch
problems keep coming
and time will keep going
but right now i'm happy
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Monday, April 3rd, 2006
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Monday
April 3rd, 2006
5:21pm
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i'm so sick of crying over shit like this
i let myself get to close
i was there for you at all times. i would have done anything
and this is what i get?
you're no different than the rest of them
you lied to me with your actions
you let me down
you made me fall...
...and now there's no hand to help me up
i'm done
it's my turn to walk away
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Monday, March 27th, 2006
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Monday
March 27th, 2006
10:53pm
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the story
he fell off of his bike
hit his head
split
[his skull isn't cracked thank god]
stitches start from his forhead to the back
there's hundredS of stitches [300 and then some] and 16 staples
arrived sunday night
maybe going home the day after tomorrow
we hope anyway
he still makes a point to hold my hand
and call to say goodnight
i think i may be all too lucky
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Sunday, March 19th, 2006
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Sunday
March 19th, 2006
3:14pm
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it's not affecting me
i figured it wouldn't
but my life...and the people in it
it's changing it drastically
i'm really not sure what will happen in the near future
all i know is it will be nothing like it is right now
and i like how it is right now...
pray.
the radio just played mmmbop and that's the first time i've smiled all day
thanks ck 105.5
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Tuesday, March 14th, 2006
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Tuesday
March 14th, 2006
12:40am
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ahh...livejournal. kind of refreshing to be back.
eating a bowl of frosted flakes while i pretend i didn't just hear a creepy noise at my side door.
i hate being alone at night.
i don't think i'll ever be able to live alone...ever.
that's ok...i like roomates. and husbands hopefully.
so things have been a big tangled up mess.
i wont even begin to explain.
we'll just start out from right here...right now.
my parents...dear lord. they're going through a tough time...i'm not sure how/if i can help.
i hope things aren't going to affect them too badly
we did know it was going to happen soon.
as for me...in general i'm...i'm going to have to use the word good
that's all it is
good
there's nothing extrodinary...and there's nothing devistating
yet
it's a happy medium
new friends are possibly the best thing there is
who know's what's to come
other than plenty of movie nights, goodwill runs, and the all too famous mischief
you always have to throw some of that in to mix it up a little
boys
yea...there's one
i like him
my frosted flakes are gone
my guitar is yelling at me...has been for a year
i think i'll maybe attempt to play it a little
current mood:  calm
current music: windy...outside
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Thursday, January 19th, 2006
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Thursday
January 19th, 2006
7:06pm - if you get me going....i might have to bust out a little Kelly!
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so....i'm pretty much in the best mood i've been in for a while now. i thought i should document it. i have no idea how to explain it....but it just seems like all the stressful stuff i've been going through is just kind of relieved! ugh..heaven! i think it was Kelly Clarkson, lol. i mean....i popped in her cd..and i belted out every song...and the end result was me....with a big smile! don't know....finals are almost done....i'm over boys....i have good friends!! ugh...basically....it's just overall GOOD.
current mood:  relieved
current music: Motion!!
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Tuesday, January 17th, 2006
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Tuesday
January 17th, 2006
10:57pm
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i've come to the conclusion
.....I DESPISE SCHOOL!!
that is all
current mood:  stressed
current music: greeley estates??
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Monday, January 16th, 2006
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Monday
January 16th, 2006
11:07pm - f**k off and die!!! hahaha
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ah...finally got out of the house tonight. very much needed. i seem to have been isolated from anything and everything outside of my house for the weekend. didn't so much go anywhere other than over to ash's. watched the slide show.....very very very cute by the way. and i have my apitite back! school tomorrow....ewww...not so fun....but i just have to look at it this was....we're half done!
dear lord i procrastinate TOO MUCH!
i made apple pie today!
current mood:  getting better
current music: The New Recruits, F**k off and Die!
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Sunday, January 15th, 2006
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Sunday
January 15th, 2006
8:18pm
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hmm...today was an alright day...first one of the weekend. went to church in the morning with my whole family...it was nice to see everyone again. i want to be part of a youth group again though. and my church's youth group...well...i'm not very fond of them. guess i'll be on the search. after church, we all headed out to my grandparents house to celebrate my dad's birthday. my grandma seems to be doing much better. stayed there and visited until about 4...then it was off to a movie. guess it was sort of a "family bonding" time....much needed because of all the stupid things that have been happening. the movie was great and my brother just left. i'm so glad he's back home instead of still living in cali. we need him around. and now...well...i'm loading up on coffee for a long night of homework and somewhat studying. oh and i'm going to draw a pic of ryan and jennie for there 3 year : ) they're so sweet. so there it is for ya. goodnight
...i miss you
current mood:  who knows anymore
current music: gratitude, last
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Saturday, January 14th, 2006
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Saturday
January 14th, 2006
11:29am - F U!!.......N
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ok, i'm sick and tired of wandering around my house all depressed...i don't need that right now. i have other things to worry about...that shouldn't be one of them, but then again, shit happens. so i'm going to lie to myself and say whatev. it's time for a little fun. anyone with fun??...come get me. it's a freakin' 3 day weekend! my plans i had before are shot to hell! so let's get some new plans! and i'm supposedly single now, so that gets me another pretty gosh darn long list of options. i'm open for anything, so let's get started!
current mood:  pissed off
current music: Chiodos
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Thursday, January 12th, 2006
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Thursday
January 12th, 2006
10:56pm
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i have no words...
i'm so surprised
i thought we'd work it out
there's no way to describe how i'm feeling right now...
sometimes i just feel like giving up...
...but that didn't get you anywhere did it
i thought we really had something
....i don't know what to do
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Wednesday, January 11th, 2006
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Wednesday
January 11th, 2006
10:35pm
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ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!
i couldn't do it in real life because of people sleeping in the house...so i figured this will do
current mood:  angry/confused/disappointed/??
current music: The Blood Brothers
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